21 tahun

ayah cakap..
"tahun depan umo ko 21 kan?"
"mase tu kalo ko nak bercinta... ayah dah izinkan"

sempoi x ayah aq?
dah lame dah die ckp camtu...
cume mase aq balik cuti sem aritu..
kol 5.30 pagi aq smpai johor..
lepak ngan ayah aq kat mamak smpai kol 7..
borak2...
die ckp lagi pasal tu...

maybe sebelom ni aq cam eksited la..
ayah dah bagi green light kot...
sape x eksited..

tpi skrang...
ntah..
xde perasaan..
tapi aq suke lecturer EMT aq...

mak aq risau sebenarnye...
umo aq dah 20...
bercinta asyik putus je...
die takot anak die jadi andartu...
haha...

rilek r mak...
bru 20 tahun..
malam masih muda..
lets enjoy life dulu...
masih sempat lagi utk layan naruto, avatar, bleach, sailormoon...
hehe..

pointer pon terok lagi...
ade hati nak bercinta...
huhu..

selagi x dpt dean's list..
aq xnak bercinta...
ye ye je aq ni..
hahaha...

mantapkan akademik dulu...
bende2 lain aq rase akan dtg kemudian...
kalo datang la..

papepon..
jodoh x lari kat mane...
kalo aq x kawen..
maybe jodoh aq dah mati kot... cik put yg ckp camtu


ntah pape je aq tulis ni...
kate nak think before write something..
huhu...

ni dah habis pikir la ni...
lgpon skrang aq ngah tulis dgn emosi yg stabil...

lastly, sori kalo ape yg aq pos akan menyebabkan org kutuk aq..
aq xde niat pon nak buat org kutuk aq..
tpi kalo org nak kutuk gak.. aq peduli ape!
ingat.. pahalanyer nnti dpt kat aq... hihi..
peace out yaww! (n__n)v

NEW

as u can see...
i've delete all my previous post..
why?
just.. because.. 


i've realize..
all things that i wrote are completely a rant without thinking carefully 1st....
maybe not all of it..
but most of it yes..


so ya..
post2 sebelom ni..
menyebabkan aq kene bahan segala...


no matter how i think i dont care what people say..
it's still hurt actually..


pakcik aq ckp..
mengutuk org itu dosa..
tpi buat something yg menyebabkan org kutuk kite pon berdosa sebenarnye..
so same2 kene jaga perangai masing2...


so aq xnak dah berperangai mcm tu lagi...
tulis ape aq rase.. tpi x pikir ape consequences nyer lepas tu..
sbb perangai tu la menyebabkan aq lost a few friends..
kalo jumpe org yg aq pernah baik dulu pon rase awkward je...


so ape yg lepas biarkan lepas...
there's nothing i can do about it..
except for didnt make the same mistakes again..


just hope that i can be a better person...