Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Shinhwa Broadcast dan Curang



fuh.. fuh.. *tiup habuk kat blog*
lama gile x update blog...
mcm dah malas...
ade je rase nk luahkan ape aq rase kdg2...
tpi aq simpan dulu...
smpai rase cam otak tu dah berfikir dgn tenang...
baru start tulis... huhu

aq peminat and pengikut setia Shinhwa Broadcast...
tpi lately ni xde sape yg subs video dorg...
sbb tu aq ingat nak belaja bahasa korea..
supaya dpt faham ape dorg ckp tanpa subs..
hmm.. tpi kat tmpt aq ni korean classes x evel la...
ade jepon je...
aq amek je la... at least bley tgk naruto tanpa subs.. hehe..

aq tergerak hati nak tulis blog ni sbb tertarik dgn salah satu episode dlm shinhwa broadcast..
MC tu tanya...
" If your cheating girlfriend ask for your forgiveness just this once, what will your answer be?"
" 1st option: since its only once, I'll forgive her"
" 2nd option: Eventhough its a mistake, it is still wrong. I cannot forgive her"
kalo korg... korg pilih mane?

Masa MC tu ajukan soalan tu... jawapan aq ialah 1st option...
tpi aq tertarik dgn statement Eric (salah sorg Shinhwa's member)...
" I choose 2nd option. If later we got married, there's chance that it might happen again, but its to late to be reverse. So i cannot forgive her"
lps dgr explaination die bru aq terpikir... "haah ek... belom kawen boleh la maafkan... tpi kalo dah kawen tibe2 die buat hal yg same lagi... lagi parah... baik break sebelom keadaan jdi lebih teruk.. hmmm"


pada aq... sekali die buat hal.. aq boleh maafkan..
kalo die buat lagi... mmg say goodbye la...

tpi aq pon xtau kalo situasi sebenar berlaku kat aq...
adakah aq akan maafkan or tinggalkan die...
sbb hati pompuan ni lembut...
pujuk rayu sikit... cair laaa die...
haihhh.... payah la jadi pompuan...
kalo boleh aq nak jdi pokok je...
jdi kayu or batu...
kene tendang ke campak ke baling ke..,
xde perasaan...
x marah, x nangis, x gelak... huhu

ishhh.. ape la aq merepek ni...
astaghfirullah...
manusia kan sebaik2 kejadian Allah...
aq sepatutnyer bersyukur...

berbalik kpd persoalan tdi....
kalo korg..
ape option korg akan pilih?
1st or 2nd?
kalo 1st... kalo dorg buat lagi bende sama lepas kawen... x parah ke jadinyer?
kalo 2nd.... korg x sayang ke nak lepaskan boyfren korg? sedangkan nabi ampunkan umat...

oh aq tau...
kalo die pernah curang ngan aq sebelom kawen...
mase kawen ngan aq nnti... aq simbah acid kat muka die..
bior x hensem... xleh nak ngorat sape2...
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA...
xde la... just kidding... but seriously..
think about it.. hehehehe



Shinhwa 

Rain/Bi  @abang aq

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

21 tahun

ayah cakap..
"tahun depan umo ko 21 kan?"
"mase tu kalo ko nak bercinta... ayah dah izinkan"

sempoi x ayah aq?
dah lame dah die ckp camtu...
cume mase aq balik cuti sem aritu..
kol 5.30 pagi aq smpai johor..
lepak ngan ayah aq kat mamak smpai kol 7..
borak2...
die ckp lagi pasal tu...

maybe sebelom ni aq cam eksited la..
ayah dah bagi green light kot...
sape x eksited..

tpi skrang...
ntah..
xde perasaan..
tapi aq suke lecturer EMT aq...

mak aq risau sebenarnye...
umo aq dah 20...
bercinta asyik putus je...
die takot anak die jadi andartu...
haha...

rilek r mak...
bru 20 tahun..
malam masih muda..
lets enjoy life dulu...
masih sempat lagi utk layan naruto, avatar, bleach, sailormoon...
hehe..

pointer pon terok lagi...
ade hati nak bercinta...
huhu..

selagi x dpt dean's list..
aq xnak bercinta...
ye ye je aq ni..
hahaha...

mantapkan akademik dulu...
bende2 lain aq rase akan dtg kemudian...
kalo datang la..

papepon..
jodoh x lari kat mane...
kalo aq x kawen..
maybe jodoh aq dah mati kot... cik put yg ckp camtu


ntah pape je aq tulis ni...
kate nak think before write something..
huhu...

ni dah habis pikir la ni...
lgpon skrang aq ngah tulis dgn emosi yg stabil...

lastly, sori kalo ape yg aq pos akan menyebabkan org kutuk aq..
aq xde niat pon nak buat org kutuk aq..
tpi kalo org nak kutuk gak.. aq peduli ape!
ingat.. pahalanyer nnti dpt kat aq... hihi..
peace out yaww! (n__n)v












NEW

as u can see...
i've delete all my previous post..
why?
just.. because.. 


i've realize..
all things that i wrote are completely a rant without thinking carefully 1st....
maybe not all of it..
but most of it yes..


so ya..
post2 sebelom ni..
menyebabkan aq kene bahan segala...


no matter how i think i dont care what people say..
it's still hurt actually..


pakcik aq ckp..
mengutuk org itu dosa..
tpi buat something yg menyebabkan org kutuk kite pon berdosa sebenarnye..
so same2 kene jaga perangai masing2...


so aq xnak dah berperangai mcm tu lagi...
tulis ape aq rase.. tpi x pikir ape consequences nyer lepas tu..
sbb perangai tu la menyebabkan aq lost a few friends..
kalo jumpe org yg aq pernah baik dulu pon rase awkward je...


so ape yg lepas biarkan lepas...
there's nothing i can do about it..
except for didnt make the same mistakes again..


just hope that i can be a better person...