bapak aq dah bagi greenlight utk ada 'kawan' lelaki...
well...
i'm 22 now..
and.. still single...
the things that worry me the most is that i dont even care if i have one or not..
listening to my friend recently breakup's story really makes me think twice...
what should we do in order to maintain that relationship?
whose fault is it that things are not working out as it meant to be?
mungkin patot berbalik kepada asal.. back to basic..
sbb hubungan tu dri awal lagi Allah x redha...
so nak kekalkan tu mmg susah...
well.. point taken..
"tapi ada je org couple dri sekolah men. berakhir di jinjang pelamin and bahagia sampai sekarang"
hmmm... kalo yg tu camne plak?
sbb ada sorg kawan aq ni..
die couple ngan suami die dri sekolah men.
suami die sambung belaja oversea lepas tu..
sekarang dorg dah kawen and bakal ada anak...
kawan aq tu nak kata baik sangat xde la...
perangai gila2... mencarut pon dulu boleh tahan gak...
cantik boleh tahan,... tpi xdela cantik sangat...
tapi suami die boleh setia...
even long distance relationship pon hubungan dorg masih kekal...
if this fact matters.. suami die tu good looking gak... pandai pon pandai...
x mustahil kalo ade org nak sailang die...
my friend is such a lucky girl to be able to meet someone like that.. huhu
tpi macam mak n ayah aq....
dorg bkn ade bercintan cintun bagai pon...
bapak aq sangat direct orgnye....
"awak ada kawan x? kalo xde jom pegi beli cincin skrang.."
lewls...
mak aq pon speechless je jumpe org camtu...
tpi mak aq ckp die terima je sbb nampak bapak aq dah serius...
xde ayat bunga2 bagai...
straight to the point...
bapak aq ckp die dah prepare duit dalam 500 utk beli cincin (time tu 500 kire banyak la gak)...
tpi mak aq pilih cincin harga 100 lebih je...
mak aq ckp die xnak nampak cam pisau cukur... lewls...
masa nak hanta rombongan meminang lagi kelakar...
mak aq xtau pon bapak aq nak hanta rombongan...
bapak aq pon xtau sgt jalan nak gi rumah atok aq yg kat pagoh tu camne...
die main redah je....
masa rombongan dtg... atok aq terpinga2...
dah la mak aq xde kat pagoh masa tu....
die tgh keje kat tiram....
kelakar je bila dgr dorg citer balik....
tpi dah jodoh... mmg x kemana....
apa point aq nk citer sebenarnye? lewls...
entahlah....
bila dgr pasal lelaki curang... buat aq rasa takot ngan kaum lelaki....
xsemestinye yg muka nampak baik tu sebenarnye baik luar dan dalam...
dan x semestinya yg hensem akan curang.... yg x hensem xkan curang...
bak kata cheput...
"yg hensem diayat, yg x hensem pandai mengayat"
bapak aq ckp..
cari laki yg biasa2 je...
yg x alim sangat sbb nnti die akan kawen 4 (sorry he's a bit stereotype)
asalkan yg jaga sembahyang cukupla...
xyah kaya sgt... nnti x sekufu plak...
well.. sampai skrang aq masih x faham camne kategori 'biasa' yg die maksudkan tu...
dgr bdk2 laki ckp...
"aq nak isteri yg x kuar malam, x lepak2, sopan santun"
hmmm.... cam terasa ada gak...
kalo sume laki camtu aq mungkin xkan kawen sampai bila2..
but i convinces myself "at least i'm not pretending to be kind.... what u saw me is what i really am...."
ape aq mengarut ni.. efek x cukup tido+perot masuk angin la ni...
sebelom ni aq ade tulis blog title "Shinwa Broadcast n Curang"
-quoted from the blog-========================================================
aq tergerak hati nak tulis blog ni sbb tertarik dgn salah satu episode dlm shinhwa broadcast..
MC tu tanya...
" If your cheating girlfriend ask for your forgiveness just this once, what will your answer be?"
" 1st option: since its only once, I'll forgive her"
" 2nd option: Eventhough its a mistake, it is still wrong. I cannot forgive her"
kalo korg... korg pilih mane?
Masa MC tu ajukan soalan tu... jawapan aq ialah 1st option...
tpi aq tertarik dgn statement Eric (salah sorg Shinhwa's member)...
" I choose 2nd option. If later we got married, there's chance that it might happen again, but its to late to be reverse. So i cannot forgive her"
lps dgr explaination die bru aq terpikir... "haah ek... belom kawen boleh la maafkan... tpi kalo dah kawen tibe2 die buat hal yg same lagi... lagi parah... baik break sebelom keadaan jdi lebih teruk.. hmmm"
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persoalan ni bermain kat fikiran aq sekali lagi...
what if it is too late?
what if that thing happen to me when its already too late?
what should i do?
hrmmmm.... buat masa skrang ni aq cuma boleh mintak dijauhkan je dari bende2 camtu....
high agaknye aq ni...
dah citer blog ni xde flow...
sekejap ckp pasal ni sekejap pasal tu...
sebelom kawen...
aq ingat nak gi korea,..
nak gi konsert kat korea...
lepastu aq dah boleh settle down and get married...
tpi aq x sure bila agaknye cita2 aq tercapai... lewls..
ada plak camtu cita2 camtu ...
sori la dah terkpop sejak kecil...
susah nak buang habit..
aq suke tgk kpop...
tpi kalo dpt laki kpop..
geli gak...
seyes...
aq kpop xpe...
laki aq xleh kpop...
atleast terbendung sikit gejala kpop aq ni kalo kene marah ngan laki yg x kpop...
lewls..
setiap kali raya...
mak aq mesti akan nangis kalo mintak maaf kat bapak aq...
she's a good wife...
aq rasa pon aq akan menangis setiap kali mintak maaf kat laki aq...
sebab air mata aq ni air mata drama...
xleh syahdu sikit... mesti nak mengalir....
payah betol jdi sensitif ni...
seyes blog ni xde flow....
ape aq mengarut ntah....
hmm....
hmmm betol, hm salah,
so segitiga sape skrang ni?
MC tu tanya...
" If your cheating girlfriend ask for your forgiveness just this once, what will your answer be?"
" 1st option: since its only once, I'll forgive her"
" 2nd option: Eventhough its a mistake, it is still wrong. I cannot forgive her"
kalo korg... korg pilih mane?
Masa MC tu ajukan soalan tu... jawapan aq ialah 1st option...
tpi aq tertarik dgn statement Eric (salah sorg Shinhwa's member)...
" I choose 2nd option. If later we got married, there's chance that it might happen again, but its to late to be reverse. So i cannot forgive her"
lps dgr explaination die bru aq terpikir... "haah ek... belom kawen boleh la maafkan... tpi kalo dah kawen tibe2 die buat hal yg same lagi... lagi parah... baik break sebelom keadaan jdi lebih teruk.. hmmm"
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persoalan ni bermain kat fikiran aq sekali lagi...
what if it is too late?
what if that thing happen to me when its already too late?
what should i do?
hrmmmm.... buat masa skrang ni aq cuma boleh mintak dijauhkan je dari bende2 camtu....
high agaknye aq ni...
dah citer blog ni xde flow...
sekejap ckp pasal ni sekejap pasal tu...
sebelom kawen...
aq ingat nak gi korea,..
nak gi konsert kat korea...
lepastu aq dah boleh settle down and get married...
tpi aq x sure bila agaknye cita2 aq tercapai... lewls..
ada plak camtu cita2 camtu ...
sori la dah terkpop sejak kecil...
susah nak buang habit..
aq suke tgk kpop...
tpi kalo dpt laki kpop..
geli gak...
seyes...
aq kpop xpe...
laki aq xleh kpop...
atleast terbendung sikit gejala kpop aq ni kalo kene marah ngan laki yg x kpop...
lewls..
setiap kali raya...
mak aq mesti akan nangis kalo mintak maaf kat bapak aq...
she's a good wife...
aq rasa pon aq akan menangis setiap kali mintak maaf kat laki aq...
sebab air mata aq ni air mata drama...
xleh syahdu sikit... mesti nak mengalir....
payah betol jdi sensitif ni...
seyes blog ni xde flow....
ape aq mengarut ntah....
hmm....
hmmm betol, hm salah,
so segitiga sape skrang ni?
